in mourning i'm waking and with all the time I've taken in I must get out
I've had to much but I'm afraid it's still not quite enough

I'm almost shaken speechless silenced by the blatant disregard
for how long you've been trusting me I must admit it breaks my heart,
and never in my wildest dreams would I have seen it go so far from friendly.....

as things dissolve around you, you refuse to take it all as truth,
want something new to happen so all this will go right behind you
now you're a drag, you're just a shriveled shadow of a woman and
somehow you put it on yourself got too attached, could not be helped

I tried to tell you it'd be hell knocked down you're door and rang your
bell, and all you had to say was "I'm so sorry" but the pride of a fool
had enslaved you........so

what happens now depends on all the doubts that I've been throwing out

I'm lost without you love, I'd be so lost without you love*

my will is strong but it won't be long before I'm outside of myself

*I'm lost without you love, I'd be so lost without you love

so I can sleep and dream of life with no regrets and faded shades of pearl and red and faded grey upon my head

with brilliant blue behind your eyes, making reservations in a plastic paradise where all our dreams of happiness can be satisfied, believe me when I tell you, when I beg you, when I hurt you I

I can't live without you.......